No More BCPs!

IVF UPDATE: Yay! I took my last BCP last night and then threw the empty pack into the trash! So now we continue the Lupron and wait for AF. I stopped spotting (after spotting for a week straight) but hopefully AF wont wait too long to come. Dh is still a little nervous with the needle but he is getting better. I'm not sure if I have any symptoms from the Lurpon or not. I have had headaches off and on the past couple of days but I think it could be due to stress too. But so far I haven't had any hotflashes or anything crazy like that. I have also decided to begin taking my Metformin again. I'm not sure I ever really took the Met the right way (three times a day) for any significant period of time but I'm willing to give it a shot. I figure it wouldn't hurt to kick my body into gear during the IVF cycle. So..now we wait.

FAMILY UPDATE: Last night was really hard. We wen't over to Dh's grandmother's house and put together some picture boards with pictures of Dh's grandfather to display at the viewing and funeral. I was sticking the pictures to the boards and looking at all of these memories of such an amazing life. Dh's grandmother had a bit of a rough night last night and had a few bouts of tears when we were putting the pictures on the board. She was so tired around 9 p.m. but she wouldn't go to sleep because she didn't want to be up in her bedroom alone. I held in all of my tears until I got home and then I just let go. The viewing is tonight and the funeral is tomorrow. It will be tough, but I will get through it. Right now it is most important to be there for Dh's grandmother and to keep her company when she needs it.