Today if the day!

Well, I went in for my beta this morning. They should call me between 2pm and 3pm. NTF better be nice to me or else! Well, since Farah asked here is a picture of all of my pee sticks!Notice the EPTs (the purple ones), don't use them if you plan on keeping the BFP. It registers the BFP but then the line disappears after an hour. And this is a close up of the HTP I took this morning. Look how dark it is!
I am hoping and praying that they call me with a nice high beta number. This will hopefully be the last HPT I take. I told my family yesterday. they were very excited and slightly annoying already rubbing my belly and calling me Mama. I mean, there is nothing to rub yet, other than my fat. My cousin who is a nurse did me a favor and gave me what will hopefully be my last PIO shot. She did a much better job than I do. My butt is so sore, lumpy and bruised! It also itches at the injection sites. I also don't have any more PIO and I didn't get any more since they told me I would be moving on to suppositories so hopefully that is still the case. I really don't know how I am supposed to get any work done today. I also really wish I knew what type of number is good for 16dp6dt, or 19dpo but I will visit beta base as suggested after I get my number. I am still having cramps, about two to three times a day I get intense cramps for about a minute and then it is gone. I also think I have a whopping cyst on my left ovary because my ovary hurts like hell. Anyway, I wish I had more to say. Please pray that our beta number comes back nice and strong!

It Says Yes!

So, I have been a POAS madwoman! I have taken four tests already! I took a digital test last night. Now, I hate digital tests because I think they are mean, so I got the ones that say yes/no instead of the pregnant/not pregnant ones. Well, it said yes!Those are Dh's big ole fingers not mine! I also took another test this morning and it was still positive. So, I am going to drop to only doing a test in the a.m...lol. I started to feel like the OHSS might be coming back a little last night. My ovaries hurt! But, I'm not complaining because that lets me know that the HCG is in my system. It is so hard to have to wait this long for a beta! Also, thanks to Sara's offer to cast a spell on mean nurse and turn her in to a toad (which I am all for) I have to decided to call the mean nurse "Nurse Toad Face" or NTF for short. As for telling our mothers I guess we have agreed to tell them but to explain that we haven't gotten blood test results yet and anything could still happen. I'm still nervous about doing it but oh well. Well, I wish I had more to say but the truth is I am so tired I am just trying to stay awake at work! I'll be back tomorrow to update BFP Watch 2008!

I Tested...

So, after a lot of praying and thinking and crying all the way home yesterday I decided to take a test. I held my bladder for two hours and didn't drink anything hoping it would be concentrated enough. I tested again this morning and got the same result...

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A BFP!!!

Yup, you are reading that correctly! I was so expecting to see only one line. I peed on the stick, set it on the back of the toilet and then went to do my PIO shot. Then I checked on the test and screamed. Dh was right behind me and I obviously started to cry and scream over and over again telling him "I see two lines!" I thought I was going crazy and wanted the two lines so bad that I was imagining them. But Dh saw them too. We spent a little time crying and then the fear set in. All of the things that could go wrong went through my mind. What if it's another chemical? What if we m/c? What if the test if positive but for some reason the beta is negative or very low. I tested again this morning and got another nice BFP. You can see the two tests side by side here (sorry for the horrible quality of the picture):

I wish I could say that I am just bubbling with excitement (which I am) and that's it but I would be lying. I am terrified! My plan is to take HPTs like they are going out of style until Thursday morning. Then I am going to call my nurse and beg her to move my beta to Friday. I wish I didn't have to tell everyone (that I know in person) so soon but the fact is they all know I get my beta on Monday. So, if I can convince my nurse to switch my beta to Friday then we can tell our mothers on Mother's day. So, please pray that I continue to get positives and that my nurse allows me to move my beta to Friday which will be 10dp6dt which I don't think is too early to get a beta. I'm so scared!